So i will be getting a new sketchbook and that means that i will be drawing, drawing, and oh yea..drawing. Anyway as far as life goes, i'm sick as can be..hopefully it will be over soon. Love you all, and right now i mean everybody, because everybody needs loved right now..even people i don't know. I hope that everyone that is sick like me gets better as well, because i know that it sucks not just for me but everybody..well thats it for this journal.
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p.s. i really want sugar too..so after i'm done being sick..i'm getting like 3 monsters and i will be like super hyper..>.<

well like always the bad just gets worst..my week sucked and then this weekend was supposed to be awesome being how it was Halloween, but no that sucked to and the only good thing that i got out of this week was going to see Paranormal Activity Friday. Which by the way is amazing.it's one of those movies that gets better and better as it progresses..which works perfectly in this movie..but other than that i've pretty much been bored out of my mind. --'

So yea..my week has pretty much been boring as fuck..and then kate was supposed to take us to this awesome place..and we didn't get to go..so i think i might go see zombieland again..well anyway here is this

ANOREXIA

[] you have dry skin.
[ ] you eat 1 meal.
[ ] you're very weak.
[X] you hate your body.
[ ] you starve yourself.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[X] you need to be more skinny.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[] people think you are too skinny.

Total: 3

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)

[X] your mind is all over the place.
[x] you are hyper most of the time.
[ ] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] you seem to never sit still.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7.

Total: 3

BIPOLAR DISORDER

[] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[ ] you barely get any or no sleep.
[] you are anti-social.
[ ] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide.

Total: 1

BULIMA NERVOSA

[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[] people think you are way too skinny.

Total: 1

CONDUCT DISORDER

[ ] you are a bully.
[] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[x] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[x] you have ran away from home.

Total: 2

DEPRESSION

[ ] you are always sad.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[ ] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[ ] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[] you can be/are anti-social.
[] you have low self esteem.
[X] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[ ] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[X] you have ran away from home.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.

Total: 2

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)

[ ] you have daily rituals.
[] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[ ] you have harmed yourself.
[ ] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs.
[ ] you have to check some stuff over again.

Total: 1

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)

[X] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[X] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[ ] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[ ] you act younger than your age.

Total: 5

SCHIZOPHRENIA

[ ] you often have hallucinations
[X] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[ ] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] you are very shy. (only when I’m around people I don’t know)
[X] you often talk to yourself (It works..don’t judge)

Total: 6
So I have SCHIZOPHRENIA and POST- TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER

So i finally got my school. But i have digital art so i'm having fun with that. Other than that i pretty much am still bored.

So i was super bored and watched this years Bento Beat Box. It was the awesomest thing ever..but anyway there was this band (Versailles), it has the best electric guitarist's ever and drummer..i absolutely love it..sayoko you should listen to one of there songs, you might llike it...but it was fucking awesome!